Hi okz so ur probably wondering... ´R-I!!! Why are you doing this again?´ Well my dear reader... if I simply MUST repeat myself. A few years ago i got banned on Tumblr, during the whole er... CEO being a total transphobe thingy. Made a statement, got banned, yk. Just what was happening to all the lovely hellsite users who spoke about it. BUT! Im a Tumblrina / GirlBloggger at HEART. So this is my remedy for my insane FOMO. (also check out my SpaceHey... More bloggy stuff on there.) or atleast, it was. I have a tumblr again. @romanticalindeed. BUT! fret not for i will not abandon this blog page!!!

Everyone is pissing me off

09/10/2026

so my phone glitched out and shiz so its like gonna shut off way earlier than it should even though i literally havent used it all day. (this wouldnt even be problem if my parents didnt put 2 billion fukcing parental controls on it) so i told my mom and stepdad so they couldfix it yk?

and i swear to god he just didnt actually read my message at all. because what the hell do you mean i send a picture of my screen time thing and he starts talking about bark???? either he just thinks im stupid or he doesnt actually understand anything he put on my phone. i need a burner so bad i swear.

And yesterday my mom tried to have one of those serious talks about my stepmom, but like. nothing has changed. and she like trapped us downstairs so i couldnt work on my project or watch tqq. genuinely the whole time i was just kinda ignoring her since i just wanted to talk to this guy. like momo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIN ITOSHI!!!!

09/09/2026

Happy birthday to my amazing handsome king who i love sooooo much!!!

guys everyone spam "RinKat is CANON" rn. (softlaunching the yume lololololololol)

Bt i am getting FED tonight. Theres gonna be so many edits, fics, and fanart made today im SO excited. i might draw him but im not done with my bllk style study so idk.

It's over, i guess

09/03/2026

Me and my Girlfriend broke up.

i dunno how to feel man, i mean like. i broke up with her. because like i just lost feelings and we really grew apart, its like a whole thing.

and i wrote this whole essay, i spent like a week on it because i didnt want her to think i just dropped her on a random wednesday or whatever. and she responded with like 3 sentences. and i get theres not a lot you can say to something like that but still.

and then she blocked me on everything, #fairs.

i dont know, i wouldve liked my 2 year relationship to end on good terms and not this sort of ominous no contact type of thing. we have like mutual friends and stuff so i feel bad. and now i have a ton of stuff to gett rid of.

AND now im gonna be single for hoco season. #fairs

Dear Diary,

09/01/2026

Happy Heathers day to all who celebrate!!

Heathers is actually one of my favorite films, i watch it atleast once a month, i swear.

Happy birthday, Hatsune Miku!!

08/31/2026

It's the goat's birthday!!! and we should all celebrate!!!!

i've been into Miku / Vocaloid since i was like 6, i listen to her everyday, ive played all the Project Diva games (as well as Project Mirai and PjSk but i prefer PjDiva!), my first figure was Miku, I love her!!

so happy 19th birthday Miku!!! =0)

today, from study hall

08/28/2026

im so fuckin bored holy crap. like i have nothing to do ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

going to my best buddies house today woo hoo. i lit cant wait im so excited i love hanging out with her so much AND she has a geek #drooling im so excited. also i think i wanna do marching band. idk i might sneak into their practice tomarrow lmaoooooo.

i miss my hb i have like no classes with him its actually torture.

update, im a wuss.

08/27/2026

hey so im in highschool now. woah. and uhm, i didnt ghost her. i was just super depressed and tried to cut everyone off. we're actually hanging out tomarrow so. yeah.

none of what i said was actually true i was just spiraling, shes actually the sweetest person ever and i love her. im doing a lot better though, i actually have friends and stuff now. shoutout to those guys.

im writing this is german rn, this class is 70 minutes long holy crapppp. i wanna go home alr.

guilt and birthdays

05/21/2026

So... itś the last week of school. or the last full week. and i´m gonna completely ghost my ¨best¨ friend over the summer.

i kinda feel bad i guess. yesterday, she sent me this big essay type thing about how thankful she is for having me as a friend and i couldnt bring myself to tell her the truth. im an asshole lowkey. but i never really wanted to be her friend in the first place, i was nice to her because we sat together in creative writing and she just never left me alone after.

Follow up to the whole Lilith/Anavey/Zeno situation. Im not gonna harp on it, it couldve been over months ago if jay just fucking blocked her. dont go seek out lilith, dont go seek out jay, just block them its really not that hard, yeah??????

in other news, my birthday / my grandmas birthday / averageharry_s birthday is on sunday. yay, i guess.

sketchbook 1 version 2

04/17/2026

Completely scrapped my sketchbook, i was trying too hard and it freaked me out. i guess its back to the scraps book. I want to draw so bad but like... WHAT??? and i think i kinda suck. but i literally dont???? i dunno man, tf is up w me rn.

Im kinda stressed from the whole thing with Lilith and Anavey. also im thinking about Emi again.

College.

02/17/2026

So like, I did my IGP meeting the other month and ever since then, I feel like all it is is ´COLLEGE!!! WHAT COLLEGE ARE YOU GOING TO???´ and its kablooming my brain. Like I spent all of AVID the last 3 days I had it, solely looking at colleges. I decided on Portland State University. So... cool ig. But its not like i can afford it, because its out of state and stuff. And id be away from all my friends and I would be totally alone. But yk... whatever.

Im gonna major in like Art and Design and Film, with a Minor in Theater Arts. Which might be the queerest thing ive ever said, but like yolo whatever #pride